Well, last night was my almost-mini-meltdown, and for the first time in a very long time my urge was a need to be loved and looked after- not to self-destruct. Its been 10 months, and I'm finally there, at the stage where I can try and move on.

There are so many people I can and should thank, all my amazing friends who stuck by me even when I was (probably) being a moody bitch. Thankyou so much. /my boyfriend, who listens without getting bored, or annoyed, or interrupting. Hes so amazing and I hope I can do the same for him.

There is so much stuff that is confusing in my life right now, something so beautiful seemingly dissolving and an unexpected person coming back into my life, and yet I feel like I can embrace this- and come out stronger for it.

I know its due to my friends, my counsellor, my teachers, my family- and most importantly, myself. I know I can get through this if I trust in myself and the people around me.

Thank you all for being so incredible ^_^ *hugsnkisses*